The introvert

When you have social anxiety, the thought about meeting your doctor scares you. Not because he's gonna open you and stitch you up but you got to wait in line and suffer from the immense pressure of those cold stares.  You start to built an imaginary situation where you are being manipulated by the thoughts of outsiders that for a normal people are easy to defeat. 

To all my pals who are socially introverted, hates being the center of attention, loves sleeping in then going out, a homebody who could binge watch all day and season, it's okay to be confined within your cocoon. No ones gonna care if you made it out or not. As long as you are happy and comfortable, that's all that matters.


                                      

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