Confession from

CALL ME THE FANGIRL

Well catching feelings for someone is easy, maintaining it is  the catch. There are times when you feel so in love: the delusional fantasy that you create for yourself that only last for a few days or weeks. But then there is this feeling that you somehow can never let go. The feeling towards someone that doesn’t necessarily have to reciprocate the same way. That’s what makes your heart grow heavier, knowing that you won’t get that person no matter how hard you try because there’s no happy ending for this story. It’s an open ending. You know the end, you know that the story is one sided from the start till end yet you don’t let go of the feeling. Sometimes it frustrates you knowing that you won’t ever be loved that way you love that person. Yet you console yourself, for it’s you who have always been in awe of that person. 

To my crush, I know my story with you will always be incomplete for the feelings will always be one sided. But I am not hurt because I know that asking you to fall for me would be evil of me. I am happy with the thought of liking you. But deep down I will always pray that someday the Cupid could hit us both so that you know how much you mean to me. 

Till then your forever secret admirer from the faraway land

🐸