Eunoia_theanecdotist

CALL ME THE FANGIRL Well catching feelings for someone is easy, maintaining it is  the catch. There are times when you feel so in love: the delusional fantasy that you create for yourself that only last for a few days or weeks. But then there is this feeling that you somehow can never let go. The feeling towards someone that doesn’t necessarily have to reciprocate the same way. That’s what makes your heart grow heavier, knowing that you won’t get that person no matter how hard you try because there’s no happy ending for this story. It’s an open ending. You know the end, you know that the story is one sided from the start till end yet you don’t let go of the feeling. Sometimes it frustrates you knowing that you won’t ever be loved that way you love that person. Yet you console yourself, for it’s you who have always been in awe of that person.  To my crush, I know my story with you will always be incomplete for the feelings will always be one sided. But I am not hurt because I know that

Just like the waning and waxing crescent and gibbious of moon, the phases in our life also remains in a dynamic paradigm. There are moments when you will feel like enshrouding from the eyes of the people and there are times when you feel the urge to showcase your full potential. The full moon appears only after the new moon: a lesson that can be captivating to the keen observers. We all are capable of shining the brightest, while at times the situation might overshadow your hardwork but the scene after that phase will let you glow an infinite times more stronger. You will be able to pull through that string and just like the Sirius star that shines the most brightly , you too will dazzle and glimmer your very own galaxy.                                              ꧁Eunoia7꧂

13.12.2021 Just got boarded and ready to shake off every inch of doubts. The endless thoughts about whether I am fit for undergoing this prestigious career. The career that will define my life for a long time.  Delhi:12°C The connecting flight to Chennai took almost 4 hours. After the immigration process was done, we were famished and opted for pizza hut margherita pizza and a blueberry smoothie.  IndiGo It took us 2.30 hours to finally land in Chennai. Upon our arrival, we were greeted by the OTA personnel and filled up every forms given to us. Then the mandatory session of very academy : photo sessions were taken one after another at every places.  OTA: serve with honour OTA is located just a few kilometers from the Chennai airport making it easily feasible. We were then taken directly to an indoor sports hall where table were set for our registration. Upon recieving our academic no. Battalion and company, we were finally served with dinner. Women

Let's be real. Who wants to feel unwanted? No one...literally not a single soul. It's a great feeling to fall in love To promise the stars and the moon And love that last for eternity. But here is the catch. How many of us are knowingly willing to trust someone whose honesty lies on its tip? The tip that could curve at any moment. How many of us are really adamant to compromise our happiness for the significant other, whose happiness swing on a daily mood? Maybe some, maybe no one. Maybe everyone!!!  

I was once told that I was insignificant to stand on my own feet. I was asked to judge my own morals by the people who barely knew me. I was mocked for my out lavish thoughts. I was tagged the "misfit " by my colleagues. I was bombarded for being obedient. I was dragged down for my good performance. I was envied for my bold choices. You don't have to comply with those people who demoralizes your existence. If you lead with convection, the society will backfire your beliefs and put you through a dire situation. This is bound to happen, for human beings are made to judge the success, compare the stars on your grade and even badmouth for the piece of trash they see at your place. There will always be WHYS and IFS but what matters the most is to believe yourself.

When you have social anxiety, the thought about meeting your doctor scares you. Not because he's gonna open you and stitch you up but you got to wait in line and suffer from the immense pressure of those cold stares.  You start to built an imaginary situation where you are being manipulated by the thoughts of outsiders that for a normal people are easy to defeat.  To all my pals who are socially introverted, hates being the center of attention, loves sleeping in then going out, a homebody who could binge watch all day and season, it's okay to be confined within your cocoon. No ones gonna care if you made it out or not. As long as you are happy and comfortable, that's all that matters.