Eunoia_theanecdotist

I was once told that I was insignificant to stand on my own feet. I was asked to judge my own morals by the people who barely knew me. I was mocked for my out lavish thoughts. I was tagged the "misfit " by my colleagues. I was bombarded for being obedient. I was dragged down for my good performance. I was envied for my bold choices. You don't have to comply with those people who demoralizes your existence. If you lead with convection, the society will backfire your beliefs and put you through a dire situation. This is bound to happen, for human beings are made to judge the success, compare the stars on your grade and even badmouth for the piece of trash they see at your place. There will always be WHYS and IFS but what matters the most is to believe yourself.

When you have social anxiety, the thought about meeting your doctor scares you. Not because he's gonna open you and stitch you up but you got to wait in line and suffer from the immense pressure of those cold stares.  You start to built an imaginary situation where you are being manipulated by the thoughts of outsiders that for a normal people are easy to defeat.  To all my pals who are socially introverted, hates being the center of attention, loves sleeping in then going out, a homebody who could binge watch all day and season, it's okay to be confined within your cocoon. No ones gonna care if you made it out or not. As long as you are happy and comfortable, that's all that matters.